Monday, July 13, 2009

the day turned out to be gr8

i almost forgot what it felt like and i must say it feels good. so thank u for gvg me the chance to feel all this wonderful feeling..i must say, i wud never want to not feel this anymore but as u always say, chill!...

meb everyone feels this at the beginning
meb ure supposed to feel all smitten cz all the major stuff has not yt come into place..

BUT

maybe this is how everyone should be feeling all the time
maybe it shouldnt have any complexities
maybe from time to time ppl forget what they felt when things were jst starting out..

im chilling, im enjoying it,im going with the flow (tho im not quite sure how many steps there are to this :p)

as a fren once said, starting out and no strings attached, lucky *it*c*!

Thursday, July 9, 2009

happiness redefined

i'm happy as long as ure happy? --> tak..tak..salah itu..

I'M HAPPY AS LONG AS I'M HAPPY!! baru btol, kan?

:)

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

change is good!

every now n then a person HAS to think jugak kot..

i knw its weird that i dont like to think bout thgs but it werks for me..i hate the thought of having to ponder and weigh things and dwell on the same thg over n over again..i dont have the patience for that..

things shud be as simple as possible and i really believe that people CHOOSE to make things complicated.

im done with complicatedness and im more into simplicity.

im done with competing, im more into cherishing and reminscing.

im done with bitterness, im more into happiness and smiling and laughing out loud.

im done with waiting and im living in the present now!

change should be good kan?

content = satisfied with what someone has and not wanting more or anything else.

i guess looking back i was in denial cz how the heck can i be cntent whn im not even close as to where i wna be. i guess it has always been easier to be perceived as being cntent then i dont expect much from me but that was kinda dumb kan?

i have a mind of my own and i kinda knw that my gut feeling is usually n if not most of the time, is right..but it came in instant and now im bothered by it..

im happy and am cmpletely swayed by it but..but..but..

maybe i shud take a breather and think!(but i hate thinking, dang it!!)

Sunday, June 28, 2009

tribute to the BEST performer EVER..we love u Michael Jackson...





it was one of the SADDEST day ive ever had...my reaction when i heard of death has always been the same..DENIAL or hpg that somewhere..sometime..someone will say tht it was a mstake n the death never happened..

ive been a fan since the 80's..i have his collection cd in my car n ive even influenced my 2 yr old nephew to listen to him..one of the 1st songs he ever heard was, got to be there by Jackson 5 n has been his favourite ever since..

may he rest in peace, finally..

Monday, June 22, 2009

if he doesnt call, or dun wna marry u, or is a big ASS jerk or cheats on u..its coz...




this was another post that ive wanted to put up..tp lk i said previosly..kite makan dulu..hehehe

so here it goes..

greg is AMAZING n his wife is such a lucky woman..(jeles...)

ive always had this thought that these kind of books doesn't apply to us(malaysians) cz its only targeted to american men...but this particular book mmg sesuwei for every men cz its very general..n the issues thatth women go thru pun agak boleh di-applykan la by everyone..

n i thnk the guys pon shud read the BOOK..

NOTE:the book is NOT the same as the storyline in the movie..its a self-help book..

it basically tells women that IF A GUYS IS INTERESTED WITH YOU, HE'S GIVE U THE MOON AND THE WORLD AND IF U ASKED FOR THE MOON, HE'D ACTUALLY GET IT AND COME BACK..ANF THE BEST PART IS....WE TOTALLY DESERVE..(WE, AS IN, WOMEN..) WOMEN TOTALLY DESERVE TO BE TRERATED EXACTLY THE WAY THEY WANT TO BE TREATED..

best...serious..jgn x bace..agak rugi lar..

konsert..konsert..







nie pics g cncert ari sabtu aritu..best..best..(thnx abg syafiq sbb ajak saye pg..)..
saye br nk post ni tp far call n ajak mkn..MAKAN, mane bole katakan TAKNAK! kan, so post ini akan di update soon!!

its NOT OVER till the fat lady sings (smpai skg dok wndering, siapakah fat lady yg dimaksudkan itu..)

--> so here cms the post..

the event started really early lk at 10am or sumthg..n nuff said i only got there at 5.30pm :) but ok la cz when we sampai, padi jst started and x ramai sgt..we didnt get to go to the front and it was a very interesting sight.. :)

ive been saying ths over n over again(after a few rallies and concerts ive been to)..msians are sangat TAK violent n sgt behave n sgt x fanatic(i'm sure i hvnt met ALL msians but based on my observations in general n x trmasuk ape2 gathering punk/metal etc yg i hvnt been to yet, so cannot comment)..

im not saying the indonesians who were there were violent, im saying this with such a big smile..they were interesting cz ive nvr been to a concert like this before. (tho puspa did warn me a day before.."nnt ko nmpak la dierang kibar2 kan bendera n t-shirt")

bendera...ya ok normal..t-shirt?xleh imagine..

so there i was, br smpai n kna thoroughly checked ie they frisk u n everythg (cz last year's one, i heard there were weapons la ape la(hearsay..hearsay..) so the security ws really tight la..n crowd yg kt depan were guys standing on their friends shoulders or hoisted up by their mates n ws kibaring their t-shirt..i really wnted to see what the t-shirts were all about...

n we kinda spend the whole nyt figuring out n speculating t-shirt tu smue represent ape..

agak kelakar..n nsb baik pg ngn org2 yg sporting n x kesah n lepak depan with the crwod..tho ms sheila on seven i ws squinting my eyes n trying so hard nk get a glimpse of Duta (n i ws at the 2nd row lak tuh..)..

GIGI was THE BEST la..mmg armand sgt cool..n their showmanship mmg amazing..

sgt penat k balik mlm tu n tht made me feel old..dulu2 if brcnsert..mmg if x lepas kol 2 pagi cam boring..ni before 12 da rs penat gile..hahaha..

all in all MMG BEST aaa..n agak GERENTI aa akan pg lg nxt year..(syafiq, cane?bole dpt tix lg?hehehe)